Monday, July 28, 2008

a rush of blood to the head

Now where did I get my title from? I really can't remember. I think it's the album name of some band. Anyway, it just suddenly popped into my head, hence, my title. I really don't have anything sensible to say. 'Just feel like ranting.
I visited my old home last week. And it turned out to be another disappointment. Why do I keep letting myself get into this situation. It's only me who always loses. Although I was glad I got to talk with my old friends, it's not really the same anymore. The only good thing I got out of the visit was the realization that I should stop setting myself up for disappointment. It's actually all up to me. So from now on, I'm starting over. No more wishful thinking, so they say. No emo stuff, either. It gets tiring, after a while. And no doubt my closest friends are sick of hearing me whine. So since Sunday, I have to say I've made some progress. I'm quite happy now. And I finally know what to do.

*This blog probably doesn't make sense to anyone reading it, but bear with me. My mind is a mess, lately. That's why I'm starting over.

2 comments:

Oscar Vic said...
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Oscar Vic said...

Ter, in fairness kinakarir mo paunti-unti ang blog mo! Keep it up! And it's ok to say anything or everything here without apologies. That's what blogs are for.